Yesterday I was informed by my friend Randy that a friend of mine named Andrew Hall had died.
Here is the obit from the Columbia Tribune.
I'd known Andy since the 4th grade and I'm pretty sure he would have been surprised by what a huge influence he was on just about every aspect of my life.
Where to begin?
As kids there were countless sleepovers at each others houses.
He was addicted to Brown Sugar & Cinnamon Pop Tarts and would basically make us eat them when we were hanging out at his place.
His mom Lela used to make these awesome things she called Styrofoam Cookies.
We consumed vast quantities of horror films & sci-fi novels.
We collected and drew our own comic books.
He was always a much better artist than I.
One day while our gang was out hunting for beer cans (remember that fad?) in a junk yard in Nowhere, Missouri, we kicked over an oil can and underneath was a ratty copy of the novel "Sirens Of Titan" by Kurt Vonnegut.
Intrigued by the cover, which I believe had a scantily clad chick and some planets on it, we took it home and read it.

That was the beginning of our little bohemian .... I'm not sure what the right word is.... post-punk maybe...psychedelic maybe...phase.
Anyway, it was the start of a journey that would encompass the next several years.
I think it was Timothy Leary who talked about imprinting and how the human mind is more open to it early on, like most mammals.
And I'm pretty sure that was what happened to me then.
In the years that followed the book discovery he and I read every single book Vonnegut had out at the time. We were blown away.
I remember failing to find Vonnegut in the public or high school library. I suppose we can thank the local, decent, church-going folk for that one. I remember the hatful looks from the old biddy behind the counter at some bookstore when we requested they carry his books.
Vonnegut wrote strange, beautiful sci-fi with more than a tinge of sadness and a disjointed quality we would not be able to understand until we had taken a few trips of our own later on.
Andy and I were both on the same swim team though he was much better and more dedicated than I.
He went to England with the swim team and came back with a suitcase full of rock n roll albums that he'd discovered over there.
You see, in England at the time, there was this little thing called "punk rock" going on.
It was damn near impossible to get that music where we were.
He brought back all of these bands:
Stiff Little Fingers, Sex Pistols, The Jam, Clash, UK Subs, Generation X, Devo, PIL, The Specials, Bob Marley, Echo & The Bunnymen etc.
He'd unknowlingly single handedly changed the listening habits of our entire crowd.
The records were passed around amongst us all and within a couple weeks there were quite a few more trench coats showing up at school.
We started making weekend trips up to Columbia where the indie record shop was.
We brought back Black Flag, Siouxsie, The Residents, Dead Kennedys and so on.
I remember one of us bought the first Psychedelic Furs album based strictly on the name and the cover.
In those days there was just no way to hear the music first.
You took a chance on each purchase and so, the album cover was KING.
Around the same time we ran across the TV show "New Wave Theater" on the old USA network. We were mesmerized by that show.
Angry Samoans, X, GezaX.
It basically said to us that anyone could do this rock music thing.
That show and those records inevitably lead to forming our own band.
None of us knew how to play but we already knew that didn't matter.
We bought (and totally stole {{thanks for the PA - Cole County Fair Grounds}}) gear and started banging around in a part of Andy's house known as "The Barn".
It became the only music scene in Jefferson City at the time as far as we knew.
Andy was the one who introduced me to the Ampeg SVT amp and the Fender bass.
Andy named the band Sticky Midgets.
I played drums.
Like many punk musicians, Andy & I had a special closet love for dub music.
Jah Wobble and the bass lines in Marley tunes were a huge time for us.
We loved that strange album Wobble put out with The Edge on guitar...you know, the one where he stole all the bass lines from his old band PIL.
What was the name of that damn album? Where is my copy?
I remember Andy walking around the barn muttering "They's Jah people!"
Of course I have no memory of why that was so damn funny at the time.
Fairly quickly after that I joined a second band.
We got drunk and whatever together.
We ran around in the woods like a bunch of psychedelic Huck Finns.
It was with our first band that we started experimenting with home recording.
There was no ProTools or 4 track tape recorders or decent microphones or anything.
One of our band members, Stuart, seemed to just know how to do things that we needed done.
We made a tape and sent it to the punk rock radio show in Columbia, MO.
I remember us all listening to the radio show the next weekend and calling the station demanding they play us and then freaking out when we actually heard our stuff on the air!!!
It was the first time that happened.
I was hooked on that feeling and it hasn't left me to this day.
Our band got invited by the radio show to come up to Columbia to play a showcase with a bunch of other bands.
I can't remember how we got there, but we did.
We played.
I'm sure it was awful, but I just remember having such a good time.
We did two songs where I sang and Stuart played drums.
Some audience member draped women's underwear on my microphone as I sang.
We played some parties and generally had a good rowdy time.
Andy started making t-shirts for our band.
Hand drawn in permanent ink.
There were lots of bulging eyeballs involved.
It was all very PusHead.
One time I was wearing my Sticky Midgets tshirt in a music store in Kansas City.
I was begging my parents to buy me this huge ride cymbal.
They weren't going for it.
Out of nowhere this total stranger comes up to me, points at my shirt and says "Sticky Midgets??? I heard you guys on the radio the other night. You guys are awesome!"
I walked out of there with a new cymbal and more music drive than ever.
Jim Heisinger started jamming around with us.
He taught me how to do some high hat things the Clash would do.
He taught me to play like Larry Mullen.
Our band would sometimes get into the "right state" of mind and play these awesome psych-out jams.
Stuart would just press record and let the tape run until the end.
I would hit my cymbals and colors would shimmer out of them.
Stuart's delay heavy vocals had this perfect non-sequitar quality.
Part Zen master, part moron.
Some of that stuff was magic.
A lot of it wasn't.
But hey, 90% of everything is crap.
I loved it all...of course I was biased.
My family moved out of town after my senior year and I went to college in another state.
Obviously that was a good thing but I didn't see it that way at the time.
I wasn't enjoying myself at college.
The school was conservative.
I could not find any like minded people.
Then one day I walked into my dorm room and Andy is just sitting on my bunk.
He's hundreds of miles from home.
He shows up unannounced.
It was awesome.
We ran around like idiots and then the next day he was gone.
To this day I don't know exactly why he showed up.
I finally found a crowd to hang out with at school.
There was an aborted attempt to regroup after college and start playing shows again.
I'm fairly certain that would have worked out well but when I showed up in town, no one else was there.
I took it as a sign to move on and that is what I did.
I lost touch with Andy after that.
I'd heard that he'd had some issues with alcohol or whatever.
Andy contacted me a few years ago to say hello.
Nothing much came of that except that I became aware of his little web site where he had stashed a bunch of pictures of his daughter and his art work.
I would go there about once every 3 months to see if anything new had been added but after a while it became clear that the site was a ghost ship.
Last year Jim Heisinger died suddenly.
I found out Andy died yesterday and just on a whim googled "Sticky Midgets".
There is totally a myspace page where you can hear one of our Acid Jams made at the peak of a trip. I think Andy is even singing on that track.
http://www.myspace.com/stickymidgets
I'm pretty sure Andy created the myspace page.
He never told me about it.
On that page is a link to a photobucket archive:
http://i135.photobucket.com/albums/q127/ash2639/
This looks like a whole bunch more of Andy's art and pictures of his daughter and various friends.
Two more ghost ships I suppose.
I have no idea who any of these people in the pictures really are.
I started wondering about other ghost ship web sites out there for other people who died.
Tiny little blips like meteorites in the night sky.
Testaments to our tiny lives that will be erased as soon as whoever is running the servers realizes the bills aren't being paid.
I've played music for better or worse, every week of my life since the Sticky Midgets days.
I currently play a Fender bass through an Ampeg bass amp.
Now if you will excuse me, I need to finish my breakfast...